'10 Honest Thoughts On Being Loved By A Skinny Boy' - Rachel Wiley.

sweetdeltablues:

10 HONEST THOUGHTS ON BEING LOVED BY A SKINNY BOY

Rachel Wiley

1.
I say, ‘I am fat.’
He says ‘No, you are beautiful.’
I wonder why I cannot be both.
He kisses me
hard.

2.
My college theater professor once told me
that despite my talent,
I would never be cast as a romantic lead.
We do plays that involve singing animals
and children with the ability to fly,
but apparently no one
has enough willing suspension of disbelief
to go with anyone loving a fat girl.
I daydream regularly
about fucking my boyfriend vigorously on his front lawn.

3.
On the mornings I do not feel pretty,
while he is still asleep,
I sit on the floor and check the pockets of his skinny jeans for motive,
for a punchline,
for other girls’ phone numbers.

4.
When we hold hands in public,
I wonder if he notices the looks —
like he is handling a parade balloon on a crowded sidewalk;
if he notices that my hands are now made of rope. 

5.
Dear Cosmo: Fuck you.
I will not take sex tips from you
on how to please a man you think I do not deserve.

6.
He tells me he loves me with the lights on.

7.
I can cup his hip bone in my hand,
feel his ribs without pressing very hard at all.
He does not believe me when I tell him he is beautiful. 
Sometimes I fear the day he does will be the day he leaves. 

8.
The cute hipster girl at the coffee shop
assumes we are just friends
and flirts over the counter.
I spend the next two weeks
mentally replacing myself with her
in all of our photographs.
When I admit this to him
we spend the evening taking new photos together.
He will not let me delete a single one of them.

9.
The phrase “Big girls need love too” can die in a fire.
Fucking me does not require an asterisk.
Loving me is not a fetish.
Finding me beautiful is not a novelty. 
I am not a fucking novelty.

10.
I say, ‘I am fat.’
He says, ‘No. You are so much more’,
and kisses me
hard. 

238,970 notes   •   February 05 2014, 11:05 PM   •   VIA   •   SOURCE

fuckyeahmedicalstuff:

loversneedlawyers:

A man with OCD recites a poem about his one true love. It’s heartbreaking.

To everyone who ever said “I have OCD” just because they’re organized, tidy, super clean, meticulous…this is what OCD looks like. 

How about we stop using that term so lightly. 

539,193 notes   •   February 05 2014, 03:42 AM   •   VIA   •   SOURCE
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  1. I left my favorite pair of underwear at your house. I know your mother hates me, can I come pick them up?
    [delete]
  2. It’s been almost a month and I still miss you like a fucking limb.
    [delete]
  3. I didn’t know my bones could ache until I met you.
    [delete]
  4. You know, a week before we broke up, do you remember? I had bought a book of poetry. You asked why I didn’t read something more interesting and I could feel my insides splinter.
    [delete]
  5. You said poetry was all lies dressed up to sound pretty. When I look at you these days, I want to ask if sadness sounds pretty to you too.
    [delete]
  6. It’s 3 a.m. and this alcohol tastes like you.
    [delete]
  7. I saw you staring at me today during Lit class. I smiled at you and you didn’t smile back. I almost cried.
    [delete]
  8. The girl who sits next to me smells like you.
    [delete]
  9. I miss you.
    [delete]
  10. I have never had so many bad nights.
    [delete]
  11. Sometimes I write poetry about you on the internet. Strangers who have never met either of us think you’re cruel – they tell me if they had the honor of loving me, we’d have sex three times a day and they’d scream my name when they came.
    [delete]
  12. They think it is beautiful, how I am broken. I don’t think they understand.
    [delete]
  13. You used to tell me I was beautiful. I tried saying it in the mirror the other day, but it sounded wrong without your mouth wrapped around it.
    [delete]
  14. Everything I say sounds wrong without your mouth wrapped around it.
    [delete]
  15. We were never in love, but, oh God, we could have been.
    [delete]

 - "15 Texts I Almost Sent You" by d.a.s (via backshelfpoet (via daddyfuckedme)
231,567 notes   •   December 30 2013, 02:46 PM   •   VIA   •   SOURCE
#poem   #love   #break up   

mossgrrl:

when they say that no one is coming to save you

they don’t mean that the world is a dark pit and you are trapped in endless night.

they mean that the boys who look for girls in the bukowski section of your used book store

are not boys who want you happy.

bukowski beat his women.

so did picasso.

so did gandhi.

throw away your idols. burn them like burning books, like the libraries of alexandria, like a city full to the brim with ignorance and new beginnings.

it is not that no one will kiss your scars

someone may.

it is that you must push them away with all the strength in your brittle fingers, because boys who like only broken girls will break you again and again just to keep on loving you.

when they say that you are your own champion

it does not mean that you are weak

because you have not eaten for five days

because you look over tall buildings and wonder how many stories you’d have to jump

because you cannot be touched without permission, because you see things that are not there

it means:

call your therapist. tell them the truth.

call your parents. tell them what you need.

call your friends. tell them what you want.

call your lovers. tell them no.

when they say to save yourself

it means

that your pain might be beautiful

but you are so much more.

901 notes   •   December 24 2013, 06:28 PM   •   VIA   •   SOURCE
#art   #writing   #message   #poem   

i am submitting this poem for my graduate poetry class i could give two shits about it right now

thebookdoctor:

i eat small trains for breakfast
i eat small brains
no
trains
for breakfast
sometimes i confuse them
small trains become brains
because people live in trains
small trains for breakfast
with milk

21 notes   •   December 09 2013, 12:55 AM   •   VIA   •   SOURCE
#poem   #humor   #writing   

thecurseofthethymelords:

always-jessii:

acquaintedwithrask:

factorybibles:

stfueverything:

hippocrites:

This explains rape perfectly.

[TW RAPE]

Jesus.

if you don’t watch this you are making a mistake

i love this i always have to watch

this is the same guy who did the OCD poem and…wow…he is just amazing

108,064 notes   •   November 26 2013, 10:11 AM   •   VIA   •   SOURCE
#tigger warning:   #rape   #poem   #rape culture   #good   
3,907 notes   •   November 17 2013, 02:51 PM   •   VIA   •   SOURCE
#nerd   #cute   #fan art   #pokémon   #valentine's day   #poem   #love   

annieelainey:

"EVERYBODY KNOWS I’M A MUTHAFUCKIN MONSTERRR"

265,325 notes   •   October 25 2013, 08:15 PM   •   VIA   •   SOURCE
#video   #poem   #poetry   #Hallowe'en   #costumes   #misogyny   #monsters   
fissionaccomplished:

i love how in stories about witches it’s always a big group of women raising a little girl - usually aunts, but sisters and mothers and grandmothers too, all of them making ABSOLUTELY SURE she turns out wicked. i think that’s something unexpectedly true and sweet that’s always found in stories that are supposed to be scary, off-putting, funny or gross. the generally accepted way of portraying witches - in the halloween sense - is actually not negative at all, really, but more real, or more attractive, at least to me, than society’s way of portraying princesses, who always have a dead mother, an evil stepmother, are pitted against sister and don’t know any other women.
(that’s so hard for me to say you KNOW i love me my princesses)
p.s. i forgot to put my signature on this one, but y’all know i wrote it, right? 

fissionaccomplished:

i love how in stories about witches it’s always a big group of women raising a little girl - usually aunts, but sisters and mothers and grandmothers too, all of them making ABSOLUTELY SURE she turns out wicked. i think that’s something unexpectedly true and sweet that’s always found in stories that are supposed to be scary, off-putting, funny or gross. the generally accepted way of portraying witches - in the halloween sense - is actually not negative at all, really, but more real, or more attractive, at least to me, than society’s way of portraying princesses, who always have a dead mother, an evil stepmother, are pitted against sister and don’t know any other women.

(that’s so hard for me to say you KNOW i love me my princesses)

p.s. i forgot to put my signature on this one, but y’all know i wrote it, right? 

1,111 notes   •   October 25 2013, 12:42 PM   •   VIA   •   SOURCE
#writing   #poem   #witch   
326,026 notes   •   October 14 2013, 04:56 PM   •   VIA   •   SOURCE
#poem   #language   #magic   #cool   

Each time I’m asked to tell about myself, I find myself starting the same way: “My name is Kelsey and I’m nineteen..”
but what I’d really like to say is:
“My name means island of the ships but once
I found a translation that said I’m a burning shipwreck-
not a burning ship but a ship that has caught fire
after the wreckage and well, I’d say that’s more fitting.”

I’ve learned that people don’t have time for about me’s.
They need two things: a name and an indication you’re someone special.

The doctors, they want facts not details.
“I broke my leg when I was three, it’s a funny story actually-“
The right or the left?
Conversation over.

The teachers, they want interests, hobbies.
You’re sad, yes, but what do you like to do?

The adults are a spew of questions.
What school do you go to? What classes are you taking?
What do you plan on becoming? Got a boyfriend?
No, stop.

People my own age are the worst.
“I’m planning on an English degree with a concentration in creative writing.”
Yeah, aren’t we all. So how many times have you, you know,
done it?

I’m pulled apart, my interests travelling highway 2
my goals at a stop light at traffic hour,
my medical history on a billboard for the world to see.
But what about me?

Where’s the chance to say,
“I hang on to fistfuls of poetry like loose change in my pockets,
and I keep waiting for the day that the world turns upside down
so I can swim with the stars.
I’m not afraid of darkness, it’s a loneliness I can empathize with it.
It’s the blackholes like cigarette burns inside of me that get troublesome.
I walk through graveyards and read the dashes between years,
each a story I’ll never know. Sometimes I create my own.”

No wonder none of us know who we are anymore.

 - Kelsey Danielle, “I Was Told to Write an About Me and This is What Happened”  (via commovente)
67,619 notes   •   October 14 2013, 12:42 PM   •   VIA   •   SOURCE
#writing   #poem   #identity   
422,950 notes   •   October 13 2013, 10:07 PM   •   VIA   •   SOURCE
#gif   #rape   #rape culture   #poem   #truth   

I think this should be banned from Tumblr.

thebookdoctor:

dsdwriting:

Anything that has to deal with the tucking into the 
spaces between fingers.  Also, Don’t Fall Into Love With … poems. Seriously, I’ve been perusing tumblr writing and these two things are making me punch my wall. Beating a dead fucking horse, man.

don’t fall in love with
someone who doesn’t have spaces
between their fingers
because chances are
they are a frog
and if you kiss them
you will get
very
very
sick

38 notes   •   October 11 2013, 11:18 AM   •   VIA   •   SOURCE
#humor   #tumblr   #poem   

Advice for Those Who Love People They Shouldn’t

allmymetaphors:

1. You have fallen in love with the wrong person again.

2. Remember that he is the cage and you are the animal. He is your failing grace and the freckle on your eyelid. A blemish on otherwise flawless skin. Smooth out your skirt and do not look at him.

3. When he calls, do not answer. When he texts, do not answer. Somewhere out there is The One, and you will miss him if you’re too busy lusting after the pulse of a man who doesn’t even worry when he hears that you’ve been crushed under the pressure of living.

4. Somewhere out there is a man willing to swallow your sadness whole. A man who would sew flower seeds into your front yard, plant a garden down your spine and speak galaxies to you.

5. You’ve hung his name up in lights on the red carpet in your mind. Take the sign down. Let it rust in the back alley of your gut.

6. List his faults in alphabetical order: Anger issues, bad posture, crooked teeth, dangerous, emotionally fragile, fake, greedy, helpless, like a child –

7. Remember what you told your mom? The last thing you need now is a child.

8. If he makes you cry more often than he makes you laugh, do not let him back into your bed.

9. Some day you will both be dead, and you are wasting your time now. Rip the letters he wrote you to shreds and flush the remainders down the toilet.

10. Braid bravery in between the lines of your poems. You are not the weak girl he fell for years ago. Remember: he doesn’t love you. Unglue your heart from his and move on. 

10,904 notes   •   October 03 2013, 02:51 PM   •   VIA   •   SOURCE
#poem   #writing   #love   

barbaspapa:

abagond:

brashblacknonbeliever:

neoliberalismkills:

A spoken word poem on hipster racism, whiteness, white privilege, cultural appropriation, and micro aggression. It’s fucking amazingly done.

I will forever reblog this every time I see it.

Kai Davis and Safi Niara – Brave New Voices 2012 – Philadelphia Round Two

Your horn-rimmed glasses,
Sweater hoodies,
Vintage leather oxfords,
Authentic woven Guatemalan bookbags,
And your crafty, handmade, wooden iPhone cases,
Tell me you are none other than a self-affirming,
Self-satisfying,
Self-righteous,
DOUCHE.

Dear dirty hipsters,
It’s bad enough, I see you every day on the same corner of the park,
Smelling of week old piss,
Jammin’ with some dope Rastafarian drummers,
Dancing–off–beat,
Bein’ all integrated and shit,
Hugging trees and smoking them in the same breath,
… hair dreadfully resembling locks
Acting like you’re down because you say “fuck the system!” but in the same
breath, are quick to gentrify the hell outta my hood!

When you call them on it,
they say things like “I don’t see color,”
“Oh my god, I didn’t even know you were black until just now.”
What you meant to say was, “oh, I’m choosing to deny your personal identity and heritage in order to make me feel more comfortable.”
“I’m comfortable enough to say ‘nigga’ with my black friends, and by the way, I have black friends.”
They’re quick to suck a culture–appreciated, appropriated–
Act like it’s an act of love and solidarity, when really you just turn it into organic, alternative, indie, vomit.

“Yeah, I listen to rap music–I love A Tribe Called Quest.”
And this is the part where me and my homies give you the side eye.
Why do you think that’s okay?
You don’t get cool points because you’re 13% “Native American.”
You don’t get points for slumming it in the hood when you still clutch your purse every time you walk past a black man, when your privilege is still the most prominent thing about you.
And butchering African songs, buy yourself Indian garb, “is that racist?”
Yes, it is.
And we don’t mean to offend you by calling you racist,
We know that according to you, we’re all a part of the “human race.”
But you have the tendency to treat animals better than humans.
We know you hipsters like cats with ironic pet names, like Ernest Hemingway, or Zooey Deschanel.
I just hope to God you don’t feed it meatless, gluten-free, toxin free… kibbles and bits,
When you know DAMN WELL YOUR CAT DON’T LIKE THAT SHIT!

You’re as intolerable as an Odd Future lullaby.
We don’t need to hear your feelings about OUR ISSUES!

“To be fair, as a white person–“
Nuh nuh nuh, SHUT THE FUCK UP!

You’re constantly biting at our ears with unwanted opinions, you’re blogging Tumblr posts concerning your liberal perspective.
Not to mention your ability to multiply, gathering followers in every second hand bookstore, leafing through anarchist literature, claiming you’re an activist–
KONY 2012!

Walking past the poverty in your own city towards a donation box for mythical African children, because all that continent needs is another ivory savior who’s convinced Africa is a country.

I’d rather eat my own face, chew raw venison,
Than listen to you tell the same story about how you don’t listen to CD’s because you’re strictly vinyl.
I’m sure these points will fly above your ninety dollar haircut,
Designed specifically to make you look like a vagabond.
And I’ll walk down the street and see another one of you.
Crank up your dubstep mixtape,
Sip on your raspberry seltzer water.

I’ll call you a douche,
You’ll call me “reverse-racist,”
Then hopefully you’ll cry hipster tears of sorrow,
Sauntering towards the next removable trend, so when the suburbs call, you can answer properly,
Just as long as it still affirms your individuality–
Because being cool, while not being cool, is almost as cool as being yourself.

Devyn Manibo, New Media Intern

^^Thanks for the transcript!

13,120 notes   •   September 24 2013, 02:49 AM   •   VIA   •   SOURCE
#video   #poem   #racism   #hipsters